Maybe I should just quit

Seriously, I can only beat awful players (See 1c Poker, Mansion).

I can only play my cards and occasionally see what they might have. I have no other levels (See AJ, pushing into Aces and AK with).

What are gears (see Tourney, Any)?

I give away 90% of my big stacks within 90 minutes (see supra).

I have no reasonable sense of BR management (See Expenses, Atlantic City).

I try to push donkeys off of hands (See Games, Cash).

I can talk a good game but I have no means of following through on the felt (See Poker, DB).

I win tournaments that are pushfests but can't see my way through a deep stack tournament because I have no skill disadvantage in a pushfest (see Shootout, Quad).

I have so many holes in my game I am sure all my friends have notes on me a paragraph long (See Cheese, Swiss).

I lack patience, discipline, and proper motivation (See Blog, Every).



What is it about me right now that I can't get past this neverending level of mediocre play? This is not just me venting after making yet another series of boneheaded maneuvers. This is me realizing how poor a student of the game I am.

I just don't know what to say.